It’s been a while since I’ve posted here, and honestly, I wasn’t planning on taking a break—it just sort of happened. Life got busy, as it tends to do, and I found myself juggling solo parenting, work, school, and everything in between. But I’ve missed this space. I miss writing, sharing, and connecting with you, so here I am, back at it—imperfect and all. Grab a drink, get cozy, and welcome to the chaos.
Life Lately: Solo Parenting, New Cars, and Exciting News
So, what’s been going on? Well, I’m still flying solo a lot of the time since my husband works out of town. I’ve got the kids, the house, teaching full-time, and school to keep up with—definitely a full plate. But the big news? He’ll be working back in the city for the summer, which means he’ll be home every day. I can’t even explain how much of a relief that is!
We also had a big win—we got a new car! A 2025 Toyota Sienna, to be exact. It’s perfect for our growing family, and honestly, I can’t help but love it. I definitely was one of those girls who swore up and down she would never get a van. (Yes mom, you can tell me “I told you so.”) It feels like one of those moments where you just take a breath and think, “Okay, we’re making it work.”
The Hard Stuff: Grief, Body Image, and Real Talk
But, it’s not all sunshine and new cars. I’ve been going through a tough time emotionally after my miscarriage. It’s hard not to feel a sense of loss when I see other people announcing their pregnancies, knowing I should be in that place myself. It’s still raw, and it’s something I’m carrying with me, even on the good days.
And then there’s the struggle with my body. Pregnancy hormones are finally out of my system, so I don’t look like I’m pregnant, but I’m still not where I want to be physically. I’ve never been heavier, and it’s hard not to compare myself to other moms who seem to “bounce back” so easily. I don’t have the time (or childcare) to get to the gym, so the frustration just piles up. I know I need to be kinder to myself, but some days it’s just hard.
Sweet Moments: Baby Laughs & Sibling Love
In the middle of everything, there have been some moments that remind me why it’s all worth it. My 10-month-old has started laughing when we tickle him, and honestly, it’s the best sound in the world. Plus, he and his big sister are starting to play together more, and it fills my heart. I just want them to have a close bond as they grow up, and seeing them enjoy each other is everything.
Looking Ahead: Homeschooling Dreams & a Side Hustle
I’ve been doing a lot of thinking lately. One thing I’ve realized is that I don’t want to keep working in a traditional school setting. I’ve seen and heard some things that just don’t sit right with me, and honestly, I don’t want my kids around that. I’m really excited about homeschooling once we’re ready to make that transition.
I’ve also been thinking about a side project—something that brings me joy and maybe even a little extra income. Who knows, maybe I’ll get TikTok famous in the process? 😂 But seriously, I’m craving something that feels fulfilling and creative.
Why I’m Back: Finding My Way Again
So, why am I writing again now? I was scrolling through TikTok and saw a video where a creator talked about how many views you get on your videoes are in relation the number of people in a movie theater, a stadium, or an arena. It really hit me—this is something I used to love doing, and I was actually doing well with it. I’ve been paying for this domain, so I figure I should actually use it! It’s time to get back to doing what I enjoy.
I’m glad to be back here, sharing my life with you. If you’re still reading, I’d love to hear from you! How have you been? What’s been going on in your world? Drop a comment, let’s catch up.